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Only a month and 3 days til graduation. Wow that doesn't seem that long at all. I predict that after graduation i will be totally depressed for a while but will work so much that i dont think about it. But first i have to find me a job or two and that wont be so easy. but i have a plan in mind so i wont totally be floundering about lost.
Until that wonderful time I will contiue on like I have been doing- slacking off, enjoying my time, drinking and trying to get motivated to find a job.
Well it's time once again for that wonderful thing that we call class. yep thats right it's nap time. | | |
| thank god for friday. it's never good when your day starts with a fire
alarm going off well before your alarm. from there the day has just
draged by. i now have no free weekend until spring break cause i have
to work every weekend. i'm like the only one on the staff that has four
weekends. that is so unfair. at least i'm done with them at the end of
feb.
scottie is moving back up on the mountain at the end of feburary.
him and ed are no longer going to live together. they are splitting up
for a while. hmm that makes them sound like a couple which they kinda
are but not in that sence. ewww. so now i have to wonder what will
come. why try and start a relationship when you know one of your
are leaving. whats the point. will it continue after he's gone?
so many questions and no clear answers yet. 
hopefully the answers will come. why? smart decisions are not my
speciality it seems. of course if some people would tell me the truth
before hand and not try to hide it from me then it could make things
easier.
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| hmm so it's been a while.I cant beleive its 2006. life has went
on in its strange unpredictable way.especially since this semester of
classes started. it's like completly opposite of last semester but then
again its similar in ways. theres still the drama that is always goin
on. i'm very proud of myself. i'm am attempting to stop/slow down some
of my bad habbits which is working (well sorta). i drink very little,
i'm not procrastination, skipping classes or doing anything illegal or
stupid. but it seems like for every bad habit i try to give up another
is taking its place. hmm
on a side note: the guys are getting kicked out of the ranch and they
were also fired from their jobs after only 2 weeks. It's not been a
good year for them so far.
i've realized that i either have no guys or too many. cant this be easy
just for once. i'm not sure yet if im juggleing them yet or not but i
dont think i like this situation. i have to avoid the topic of
the other guy cause they really hate each other and think i shouldn't
talk or be with the other. at least one of them doesn't ask me where
i've been anymore cause he's figured out thathe wont like the
answer. Y just Y do i always end up in these situations. oh and
on top of all my drama Carri has Nick comvinced i'm with doug i guess.
We're getting a great laugh out of it (as long as doug doesn't find out
anyway hehe)
Hightlight: It's my last semester at this place and i never have to go
to another class again after april. what a wonderful thought.
(& the reason this is so long is that i've been at work for 2 hours
and i'm bored out of my mind and i still have an hour to go) well on to
find something else to do to kill some time
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| I was in the ocean in November!!!! how awesome is that. It couldn't of
been better weather for our trip to Va Beach. Nice, sunny and warm.
great people even if they're all insane and embarrassing to boot. but i
still love them. The ABC conference was ok (not as fun as last year but
what can you expect without Jenna around). After going to seminars all
day about the dangers of alcohol, drugs and drinking what do I do? Of
cource I go down to the strip and start bar hoping. $1 shots of vodka
-> I now have a new appreciation for vodka and lemons. 5 bars in 30
minutes with at least one shot in each bar. Oh what fun me and Gretchen
had. Then back here for a party that I apparently hosted but didn't
even know that I was going to have until they told me. but it was fun.
the only casulty as usual was my room which again got trashed and I had
to spend most of the morning cleaning it.
well gots2go and get back to doing all of the work that i put off doing cause of the trip.
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| here's a recap of my sunday.
woke up at the ranch
met the parents (not mine but his)
went to church ( i know amazing huh)
Willie's bottom where we went swiming and rock cllimbing and just walked around
missed 80% of work
and now i'm off to sleep | | |
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